May 2012
52 posts
Sunday. May 13, 2012.
Sorry I haven’t posted a blog recently! Actually, I think I might have on friday? I dont really know hahaha but guess what..
I’m really really happy.
I like a boy.
He’s reallyyyy cute and has a perfect body.
I think he might like me too!
He makes me smile :D
I also went shopping yesterday with 2 of my FRIENDS!!! lol I finally made some friends!
I used to be a size 5 in...
Friday. May 11, 2012.
Today was a really good day.
I woke up. I was wide awake for some reason.
I went to school. A girl asked me if I wanted to hang out with her on Saturday, finally some one wants to actually be my friend :) Anyway ,I ate a lunch at school that consisted of 500 calories… I felt completely horrible afterwards.
I came home. When I came home I immediately went to the scale. 128.9 lbs. I lost 1...
Thursday. May 10, 2012.
Today has been a great day.
My grades are better than ever before, I have 3 A+ (English, Math, and Business) and then the rest A’s. I’m so happy and my mom is so happy also :) haha last year I was in summer school for failing math.. this year I have a 98% in it. It’s amazing what a little adderall can do!
I’m going tanning in a little bit and that just makes me...
Wednesday. May 9, 2012.
I thought today was actually a good day.
Until I got home from school.
My friend texts me telling me how her and all the other girls who I sit at lunch with everyday, and who I thought actually might like me, are going to an amusement park over the weekend.
I told my friend how jealous I was, however; I still remained uninvited.
The girl who was the main cause of all my depression and sadness...
Tuesday. May 8, 2012
Hi again
I’m still pretty depressed. I’m angry. I’m sad. I’m nervous. I’m scared.
So many upsetting emotions, I don’t know what to do.
No one likes me. I literally have NO friends, and no one to talk to besides.. well, my mom (who I love so much it’s just…. you know?)
A few weeks ago I realized, if I start to loose a few pounds, people would...
May 7, 2012. Monday..
Hellooo.
I think I’m depressed. Actually.. I know I am.
No matter what I am not happy.
I have a new car, I get great grades, Summer is almost here, I am going to prom in a few weeks, I have a great family. I know I have all these amazing things that I should be so happy about, but for some reason I just am so sad.. All the time.
I can’t help it and some may think I am selfish...
